The worst of the emotional storm seems to have passed. I wish I had more to say, but all this grief work is truly exhausting. It seems to suck my energy like nothing else! I’ve been very blessed by all your comments and emails! I pray I can bless you in return someday!
I’m not doing very well.
I can’t seem to stop crying.
Last night we watched about 10 min of a movie dealing with a death – and then I got a message from a mom who lost her son – and suddenly I could not stop crying. I went to my room and cried and cried. J3 came in and tried to make me feel better – bless him! When that failed he went to tell Daddy. I finally went to bed and prayed today would be better. But so far, I’m just well-rested, but as sad as I was.
I don’t want to bore you all with the details…but please pray that I can get my heart adjusted so that I can do what is necessary for this busy, busy holiday week.
J1’s Socks are done!! And, they are my November socks too! Still looking for sun and time to get pictures taken…hopefully tomorrow!
Now if I can just get the boxers done – I’d be delirious!! 😉
Life has been very much “yes, wait, no, wait, maybe, wait, wait, wait, wait” which has been making me, well, crazy. When I got through the first mind-numbing weeks, I started knitting again. 🙂
And, I finished my Big Shrug (sorry non-ravelers for linking where you can’t go – soon I hope!) I’m just finishing some socks for J1. And, I’m determined to finish my boxers! So, I’ll restart them as soon as I get J1’s socks ready.
I hope to take pictures tomorrow of my Big Shrug, socks in progress, and boxers back on the needles. Let’s hope I get some sun tomorrow so I can! 🙂
Happy Knitting all!
Look for the young man in the white belt in the back row….he is a buddy from J2’s Webelos I den. His mom was telling me about this video – and she assures me that he did not get hurt! I’m sure when he’s a grown up he’s going to be thanking mom for saving this one – or not! 😉

