Today isn’t just another Thursday.

Today is hard.

Today Joshua would have been 12 years old.

There are no banners.  There is no cake.  There are no cards from family from far away.

There is only tears.

And “what ifs” and “if onlys”.

I was going to try to do what was needed and expected and act like this is just another day.

But it’s not.

And, I can’t.

 

4 Thoughts on “Not just another day

  1. Traci on May 29, 2014 at 1:08 pm said:

    Love you Amy. I am sorry. And, no, it is not just another day. May God’s grace lift you and carry you through.

  2. Christine on May 29, 2014 at 7:46 pm said:

    So sorry Amy. I feel the same way about our little one that we lost.

  3. Lynn Worley on May 29, 2014 at 10:58 pm said:

    You shouldn’t ever feel the need to act like this is any other day! You need to do what you need to do to get through it. You need to grieve! Always praying so hard!

  4. ((((hugs)))) I love you guys. I’m so sorry you had to endure such an awful pain and are still enduring. No, it’s not just another day – you deserve to grieve and no one would think any less of you for doing so.

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