{"id":1176,"date":"2008-05-21T10:35:03","date_gmt":"2008-05-21T17:35:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=1176"},"modified":"2008-05-21T10:35:03","modified_gmt":"2008-05-21T17:35:03","slug":"oh-yes-i-remember-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=1176","title":{"rendered":"Oh, yes, I remember this!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have a pretty bad memory after losing Joshua.\u00c2\u00a0 Whether it was the grief process or my undiagnosed sleep disorder, I just can&#8217;t remember big chunks of my life.\u00c2\u00a0 Often I&#8217;ll hear a story from a family member and realize I don&#8217;t have any memory of it!<\/p>\n<p>But this&#8230;this I remember.\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;m so completely wiped out after last night &#8211; really only this morning from 4am on &#8211; that I can barely keep my eyes open.\u00c2\u00a0 It is a struggle to do anything.\u00c2\u00a0 Oh, yes, I remember this!\u00c2\u00a0 sigh<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-official sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Share this:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-facebook\"><div class=\"fb-share-button\" data-href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=1176\" data-layout=\"button_count\"><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><div class=\"pinterest_button\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pinterest.com\/pin\/create\/button\/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D1176&#038;media=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F10%2Fcropped-poppy-150x150.jpg&#038;description=Oh%2C%20yes%2C%20I%20remember%20this%21\" data-pin-do=\"buttonPin\" data-pin-config=\"beside\"><img src=\"\/\/assets.pinterest.com\/images\/pidgets\/pinit_fg_en_rect_gray_20.png\" \/><\/a><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/share\" class=\"twitter-share-button\" data-url=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=1176\" data-text=\"Oh, yes, I remember this!\" data-via=\"Knitnmom\" >Tweet<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-tumblr\"><a class=\"tumblr-share-button\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tumblr.com\/share\" data-title=\"Oh, yes, I remember this!\" data-content=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=1176\" title=\"Share on Tumblr\"data-posttype=\"link\">Share on Tumblr<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button\" href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=1176\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to print\" ><span>Print<\/span><\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"#\" class=\"sharing-anchor sd-button share-more\"><span>More<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><div class=\"sharing-hidden\"><div class=\"inner\" style=\"display: none;width:150px;\"><ul style=\"background-image:none;\"><li class=\"share-email\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-email sd-button\" href=\"mailto:?subject=%5BShared%20Post%5D%20Oh%2C%20yes%2C%20I%20remember%20this%21&body=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D1176&share=email\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to email a link to a friend\" data-email-share-error-title=\"Do you have email set up?\" data-email-share-error-text=\"If you&#039;re having problems sharing via email, you might not have email set up for your browser. 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