{"id":2159,"date":"2009-04-21T14:22:37","date_gmt":"2009-04-21T21:22:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=2159"},"modified":"2009-04-21T14:22:37","modified_gmt":"2009-04-21T21:22:37","slug":"6-years","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=2159","title":{"rendered":"6 years"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been over six years since Joshua died.<\/p>\n<p>After the funeral someone (my sister, my husband, my mom, me???) boxed up all his blankets, clothes, toys, and whatever reminded us of him.<\/p>\n<p>The 4 tubs were at my mom&#8217;s house for the first couple of years.\u00c2\u00a0 Then we put them in storage and now they are in our garage.<\/p>\n<p>Until today.<\/p>\n<p>Right now my MIL and Hubs are sorting through everything to either keep as a momento or give to charity.\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;ve tried to do it many times but I couldn&#8217;t.\u00c2\u00a0 I still can&#8217;t.\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;m in here hiding because I can&#8217;t handle whatever is in those boxes. But I also hate knowing they are out there too.\u00c2\u00a0 We just don&#8217;t have room to store them forever and it really doesn&#8217;t seem healthy to hold onto them for no purpose.\u00c2\u00a0 So I&#8217;ll be glad when it&#8217;s done.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s like a bandaid that&#8217;s been on too long.\u00c2\u00a0 I need it to be taken off but I am afraid of the pain that will come with it&#8217;s removal.\u00c2\u00a0 Right now I just want them to hurry up and rip it off already.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-official sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Share this:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-facebook\"><div class=\"fb-share-button\" data-href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=2159\" data-layout=\"button_count\"><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><div class=\"pinterest_button\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pinterest.com\/pin\/create\/button\/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D2159&#038;media=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F10%2Fcropped-poppy-150x150.jpg&#038;description=6%20years\" data-pin-do=\"buttonPin\" data-pin-config=\"beside\"><img src=\"\/\/assets.pinterest.com\/images\/pidgets\/pinit_fg_en_rect_gray_20.png\" \/><\/a><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/share\" class=\"twitter-share-button\" data-url=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=2159\" data-text=\"6 years\" data-via=\"Knitnmom\" >Tweet<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-tumblr\"><a class=\"tumblr-share-button\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tumblr.com\/share\" data-title=\"6 years\" data-content=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=2159\" title=\"Share on Tumblr\"data-posttype=\"link\">Share on Tumblr<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button\" href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=2159\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to print\" ><span>Print<\/span><\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"#\" class=\"sharing-anchor sd-button share-more\"><span>More<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><div class=\"sharing-hidden\"><div class=\"inner\" style=\"display: none;width:150px;\"><ul style=\"background-image:none;\"><li class=\"share-email\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-email sd-button\" href=\"mailto:?subject=%5BShared%20Post%5D%206%20years&body=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D2159&share=email\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to email a link to a friend\" data-email-share-error-title=\"Do you have email set up?\" data-email-share-error-text=\"If you&#039;re having problems sharing via email, you might not have email set up for your browser. 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