{"id":3457,"date":"2010-02-24T09:33:49","date_gmt":"2010-02-24T16:33:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=3457"},"modified":"2010-02-24T09:33:49","modified_gmt":"2010-02-24T16:33:49","slug":"i-hate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=3457","title":{"rendered":"I hate&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yes, I&#8217;m normally a very positive person.  I&#8217;d rather say nothing, than say something negative.  But I.Am.Mad!  And, I need an outlet!<\/p>\n<p>So, today,<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I hate the time between when my teenager wakes up and his medication kicks in. <\/li>\n<li>I hate the hateful things he says<\/li>\n<li>and the hateful things I think.<\/li>\n<li>I hate that I can&#8217;t fix him<\/li>\n<li>or love him into healing.<\/li>\n<li>I hate that I never get a true break from it<\/li>\n<li>I hate worrying if the other children are exhibiting the same attitudes\/symptoms<\/li>\n<li>I hate the tension it creates in our house<\/li>\n<li>I hate FASD<\/li>\n<li>I hate ADHD<\/li>\n<li>I hate ODD<\/li>\n<li>I hate that I have to be 100% on top of my attitude or we could have a huge blowup<\/li>\n<li>I hate that I feel like a failure &#8211; I certainly didn&#8217;t do this to him!\u00c2\u00a0 But I still carry guilt over it<\/li>\n<li>I hate worrying about his future.<\/li>\n<li>I hate how much his issues bring out the worse in me.<\/li>\n<li>I hate how tired I am just from living here.<\/li>\n<li>I hate it when people say &#8220;find a support group&#8221;.\u00c2\u00a0 They don&#8217;t realize I have VERY little time for myself.<\/li>\n<li>I hate seeing the other children react to his rages and resent him.<\/li>\n<li>I hate that he doesn&#8217;t even seem to try.<\/li>\n<li>I hate that he is 15 going on 3.<\/li>\n<li>I hate that this disorder is causing me to write over 200 words of hate. \ud83d\ude41<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-official sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Share this:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-facebook\"><div class=\"fb-share-button\" data-href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=3457\" data-layout=\"button_count\"><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><div class=\"pinterest_button\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pinterest.com\/pin\/create\/button\/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D3457&#038;media=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F10%2Fcropped-poppy-150x150.jpg&#038;description=I%20hate...\" data-pin-do=\"buttonPin\" data-pin-config=\"beside\"><img src=\"\/\/assets.pinterest.com\/images\/pidgets\/pinit_fg_en_rect_gray_20.png\" \/><\/a><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/share\" class=\"twitter-share-button\" data-url=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=3457\" data-text=\"I hate...\" data-via=\"Knitnmom\" >Tweet<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-tumblr\"><a class=\"tumblr-share-button\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tumblr.com\/share\" data-title=\"I hate...\" data-content=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=3457\" title=\"Share on Tumblr\"data-posttype=\"link\">Share on Tumblr<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button\" href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=3457\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to print\" ><span>Print<\/span><\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"#\" class=\"sharing-anchor sd-button share-more\"><span>More<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><div class=\"sharing-hidden\"><div class=\"inner\" style=\"display: none;width:150px;\"><ul style=\"background-image:none;\"><li class=\"share-email\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-email sd-button\" href=\"mailto:?subject=%5BShared%20Post%5D%20I%20hate...&body=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D3457&share=email\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to email a link to a friend\" data-email-share-error-title=\"Do you have email set up?\" data-email-share-error-text=\"If you&#039;re having problems sharing via email, you might not have email set up for your browser. 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