{"id":352,"date":"2006-04-15T09:29:46","date_gmt":"2006-04-15T16:29:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=352"},"modified":"2006-04-15T09:29:46","modified_gmt":"2006-04-15T16:29:46","slug":"ramblings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=352","title":{"rendered":"Ramblings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today it&#8217;s raining &#8211; again.  [sigh] It&#8217;s making me even more mellow and sad.  Yesterday my mom called to say that the hospice nurse said Grandma has a number of days left &#8211; not weeks as they said earlier this week.  Shouldn&#8217;t I be sadder?  I keep telling myself and others that I&#8217;ve already grieved her loss and I really have, but I keep thinking I should be sadder. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m so thankful that she was still lucid when Josh was alive.  She got to enjoy him when we went to see her weekly.  After he died, she could not remember he had died, and each time I visited she&#8217;d ask where the baby was.  I only visited a few times after that.  It was just too hard.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><em>Phil 4:8  Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable\u2014if anything is excellent or praiseworthy\u2014think about such things.<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Well, I&#8217;m getting off here to think on other things &#8211; good things!  I  hope you all have a chance to think on the gift of the Ressurection!<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-official sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Share this:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-facebook\"><div class=\"fb-share-button\" data-href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=352\" data-layout=\"button_count\"><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><div class=\"pinterest_button\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pinterest.com\/pin\/create\/button\/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D352&#038;media=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F10%2Fcropped-poppy-150x150.jpg&#038;description=Ramblings\" data-pin-do=\"buttonPin\" data-pin-config=\"beside\"><img src=\"\/\/assets.pinterest.com\/images\/pidgets\/pinit_fg_en_rect_gray_20.png\" \/><\/a><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/share\" class=\"twitter-share-button\" data-url=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=352\" data-text=\"Ramblings\" data-via=\"Knitnmom\" >Tweet<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-tumblr\"><a class=\"tumblr-share-button\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tumblr.com\/share\" data-title=\"Ramblings\" data-content=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=352\" title=\"Share on Tumblr\"data-posttype=\"link\">Share on Tumblr<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button\" href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=352\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to print\" ><span>Print<\/span><\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"#\" class=\"sharing-anchor sd-button share-more\"><span>More<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><div class=\"sharing-hidden\"><div class=\"inner\" style=\"display: none;width:150px;\"><ul style=\"background-image:none;\"><li class=\"share-email\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-email sd-button\" href=\"mailto:?subject=%5BShared%20Post%5D%20Ramblings&body=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D352&share=email\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to email a link to a friend\" data-email-share-error-title=\"Do you have email set up?\" data-email-share-error-text=\"If you&#039;re having problems sharing via email, you might not have email set up for your browser. 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