THERE IS NOT ENOUGH OF ME TO GO AROUND!!!!<\/p>\n
When will this feeling of pressure go away??\u00c2\u00a0 When will the band around my chest loosen?\u00c2\u00a0 I need a break.\u00c2\u00a0 I get up in the morning and it’s all about everyone else.\u00c2\u00a0 Not only my family’s needs and expectations – but other people outside the family too!\u00c2\u00a0 If I’m lucky I can sit down for about 30 min and knit.\u00c2\u00a0 But then DH walks in the door and I feel guilty!\u00c2\u00a0 What’s up with that?\u00c2\u00a0 I\u00c2\u00a0 know I’ve worked all day.\u00c2\u00a0 He, if he thinks about it, should realize that too!\u00c2\u00a0 And maybe he does…but the guilt is there.\u00c2\u00a0 Then I’m up – finishing dinner and starting homework for #1 and #3.\u00c2\u00a0 Dinner and then cleaning up afterwards.\u00c2\u00a0 80% of the time I go to bed as soon as possible just to have some quiet time – I’m an introvert – I’ve learned that I NEED quiet, alone time.\u00c2\u00a0 Sadly, my patience is almost non-existent in the evening.\u00c2\u00a0 More guilt.
\nOk – enough whining – this isn’t going to clean my floors!\u00c2\u00a0 So, I listened to my Bible and I plan to hit the local stuffmart later today for cleaning supplies and a new dustpan so I can clean the floors and the bathroom.\u00c2\u00a0 Chicken Cacciatore will go in the crockpot from the new Diabetic Fix It and Forget It.\u00c2\u00a0 I’ll start school after breakfast (he’s having cereal – not even that much of a protest) and maybe I’ll knit while he reads to me.
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