{"id":662,"date":"2007-05-29T14:18:41","date_gmt":"2007-05-29T21:18:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=662"},"modified":"2007-05-29T14:18:41","modified_gmt":"2007-05-29T21:18:41","slug":"5292007","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=662","title":{"rendered":"5\/29\/2007"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today <a href=\"http:\/\/www.osbornz.net\/kids\/joshie.shtml\">Joshua<\/a> would have been 5 years old.  <\/p>\n<p>\nI&#8217;m trying to have a normal day.  Headache is not helping.  One good thing about tonight is that it&#8217;s my <a href=\"http:\/\/groups.yahoo.com\/group\/woodlandtag\">weekly knit night<\/a>&#8230;always a good time.<\/p>\n<p>\nI wish I could say something spiritually encouraging or even poetic.  But I&#8217;m just sad.  Nothing encouraging about that!  Have I said before how much grieving sucks?  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