{"id":82,"date":"2004-01-19T18:16:00","date_gmt":"2004-01-20T01:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=82"},"modified":"2004-01-19T18:16:00","modified_gmt":"2004-01-20T01:16:00","slug":"neglected","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=82","title":{"rendered":"Neglected"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This blog seems so neglected lately. It&#8217;s just that this new weight loss regime and homeschooling are taking up so much of my time.  <\/p>\n<p>And, to be honest&#8230;.as we get closer to February 22, I am getting more &#8216;surface&#8217;.  Do you know what I mean by that?  I&#8217;m less willing to look inside and see the pain and hurt.  I&#8217;m less willing to share my pain and hurt.  I&#8217;m just trying to get through this season of pain and grief.  I&#8217;m smiling more and talking less&#8230;not a good thing.  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