{"id":83,"date":"2004-02-06T10:04:00","date_gmt":"2004-02-06T17:04:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=83"},"modified":"2004-02-06T10:04:00","modified_gmt":"2004-02-06T17:04:00","slug":"new-year-new-look","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=83","title":{"rendered":"New year, New look"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s almost been a year since we lost Joshie.  I wanted a new look for my journal &#8211; and was so excited to find this webset.  I&#8217;ve never paid for a webset before but as soon as I saw it, I recognized how perfect it was for my blog!  It came with so many backgrounds that I&#8217;m sure I&#8217;ll never use them all!<\/p>\n<p>I think I&#8217;m doing pretty good considering this is the month we lost Josh last year.  I&#8217;m constantly surprised at how fresh the pain seems and how distant the memories.  Just a week or so ago, we found a picture of Josh, his brothers and my niece &amp; nephew that we didn&#8217;t realize we had taken.  It was taken about a month before he died.    \ud83d\ude41  <\/p>\n<p>Now that I&#8217;ve made myself cry&#8230;I&#8217;m going to cut this short.  Hope you enjoy the new look.  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J3 (singing) \"Joshie, Joshie, Joshie\" J2 (singing back) (well, he sang back Princess' chosen name) J3 \"Joshua is gone. He's dead.\" J2 \"Yeah.\" J3 \"Who do you love, Josh or Princess? J2 \"Joshua\" Argh - just the mention of one of those names is enough\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Grieving&quot;","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":10,"url":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=10","url_meta":{"origin":83,"position":1},"title":"Visiting Grandma","date":"May 21, 2003","format":false,"excerpt":"Do you know I didn't even realize that tomorrow marks the 3 mo anniversary of Josh's death? Does that mean I'm ok or really bad off? (sigh) I really hope it means that the Lord is protecting me and I'm doing ok...not such an emotional mess anymore! 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