{"id":84,"date":"2004-02-09T11:54:00","date_gmt":"2004-02-09T18:54:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=84"},"modified":"2004-02-09T11:54:00","modified_gmt":"2004-02-09T18:54:00","slug":"so-upsetting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=84","title":{"rendered":"So upsetting&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was just surfing around like a do sometimes and I typed &#8220;Joshie&#8221; into a Google search &#8211; and then clicked on images.  About halfway down I was shocked to see a picture of MY joshie in their listing!  I didn&#8217;t realize that they did this!  I&#8217;d heard of search engines where you could search for images, but I really never thought about the implications!!!  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I wanted a new look for my journal - and was so excited to find this webset. I've never paid for a webset before but as soon as I saw it, I recognized how perfect it was for my blog! It\u2026","rel":"","context":"With 2 comments","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":89,"url":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=89","url_meta":{"origin":84,"position":1},"title":"Ugh","date":"September 7, 2004","format":false,"excerpt":"Today I have to take #2 & #3 son into the doctor for some shots and a checkup and I'm soooo dreading it. 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