{"id":85,"date":"2004-02-23T08:27:00","date_gmt":"2004-02-23T15:27:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=85"},"modified":"2004-02-23T08:27:00","modified_gmt":"2004-02-23T15:27:00","slug":"we-made-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=85","title":{"rendered":"We made it&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Saturday night I was sure I&#8217;d never live through Sunday.  I was so scared to wake up and remember my baby has been gone for 1 whole year.  I remembered how hard the first month had been&#8230;.his first birthday without any celebration&#8230;.the day I realized he&#8217;d been gone longer than he&#8217;d been with me&#8230;.and I was sure there was no way I&#8217;d live through it.  <\/p>\n<p>But I woke up and felt &#8230; insulated.  It was like nothing could really penetrate.  At first I was worried that I had shut down and was really worried I was losing it.  But then I realized I was peaceful.  I began to realize that the Lord was protecting me.  And, I am so thankful&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you all for your prayers during this time!<\/p>\n<p>We miss you Joshie and we look forward to being reunited with you!<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-official sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Share this:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-facebook\"><div class=\"fb-share-button\" data-href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=85\" data-layout=\"button_count\"><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><div class=\"pinterest_button\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pinterest.com\/pin\/create\/button\/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D85&#038;media=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F10%2Fcropped-poppy-150x150.jpg&#038;description=We%20made%20it...\" data-pin-do=\"buttonPin\" data-pin-config=\"beside\"><img src=\"\/\/assets.pinterest.com\/images\/pidgets\/pinit_fg_en_rect_gray_20.png\" \/><\/a><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/share\" class=\"twitter-share-button\" data-url=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=85\" data-text=\"We made it...\" data-via=\"Knitnmom\" >Tweet<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-tumblr\"><a class=\"tumblr-share-button\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tumblr.com\/share\" data-title=\"We made it...\" data-content=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=85\" title=\"Share on Tumblr\"data-posttype=\"link\">Share on Tumblr<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button\" href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=85\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to print\" ><span>Print<\/span><\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"#\" class=\"sharing-anchor sd-button share-more\"><span>More<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><div class=\"sharing-hidden\"><div class=\"inner\" style=\"display: none;width:150px;\"><ul style=\"background-image:none;\"><li class=\"share-email\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-email sd-button\" href=\"mailto:?subject=%5BShared%20Post%5D%20We%20made%20it...&body=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D85&share=email\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to email a link to a friend\" data-email-share-error-title=\"Do you have email set up?\" data-email-share-error-text=\"If you&#039;re having problems sharing via email, you might not have email set up for your browser. 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