{"id":872,"date":"2007-12-05T09:51:42","date_gmt":"2007-12-05T16:51:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=872"},"modified":"2007-12-05T09:51:42","modified_gmt":"2007-12-05T16:51:42","slug":"bad-dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=872","title":{"rendered":"Bad dreams"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m still in this funk.\u00c2\u00a0 It doesn&#8217;t help that I&#8217;ve been plagued by bad dreams the last few nights.\u00c2\u00a0 Horrible dreams where I believe that Joshua is alive, but I&#8217;ve misplaced him.\u00c2\u00a0 I can&#8217;t quite remember where he is &#8211; but I&#8217;m sure that he isn&#8217;t really dead.\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;m worried that people will find out that I can&#8217;t find him so I don&#8217;t tell anyone.\u00c2\u00a0 And, in my dream, no one even remembers him so why would I tell them my worries anyway?<\/p>\n<p>I understand why I dream.\u00c2\u00a0 I just wish I could leave them when I awake.\u00c2\u00a0 When I wake up then I have to deal with all the emotions that are in the dream.\u00c2\u00a0 Anger, fear, sadness.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-official sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Share this:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-facebook\"><div class=\"fb-share-button\" data-href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=872\" data-layout=\"button_count\"><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><div class=\"pinterest_button\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.pinterest.com\/pin\/create\/button\/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D872&#038;media=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F10%2Fcropped-poppy-150x150.jpg&#038;description=Bad%20dreams\" data-pin-do=\"buttonPin\" data-pin-config=\"beside\"><img src=\"\/\/assets.pinterest.com\/images\/pidgets\/pinit_fg_en_rect_gray_20.png\" \/><\/a><\/div><\/li><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/share\" class=\"twitter-share-button\" data-url=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=872\" data-text=\"Bad dreams\" data-via=\"Knitnmom\" >Tweet<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-tumblr\"><a class=\"tumblr-share-button\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tumblr.com\/share\" data-title=\"Bad dreams\" data-content=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=872\" title=\"Share on Tumblr\"data-posttype=\"link\">Share on Tumblr<\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button\" href=\"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=872\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to print\" ><span>Print<\/span><\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"#\" class=\"sharing-anchor sd-button share-more\"><span>More<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><div class=\"sharing-hidden\"><div class=\"inner\" style=\"display: none;width:150px;\"><ul style=\"background-image:none;\"><li class=\"share-email\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-email sd-button\" href=\"mailto:?subject=%5BShared%20Post%5D%20Bad%20dreams&body=http%3A%2F%2Fosbornz.net%2Famy%2F%3Fp%3D872&share=email\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to email a link to a friend\" data-email-share-error-title=\"Do you have email set up?\" data-email-share-error-text=\"If you&#039;re having problems sharing via email, you might not have email set up for your browser. 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