{"id":9312,"date":"2012-12-12T21:46:37","date_gmt":"2012-12-13T04:46:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=9312"},"modified":"2012-12-12T21:46:37","modified_gmt":"2012-12-13T04:46:37","slug":"tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=9312","title":{"rendered":"Tired"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m so tired and discouraged and I can&#8217;t talk about any of the things going on. \u00c2\u00a0\ud83d\ude41 \u00c2\u00a0I know that some of this is grief, maybe more than I realize, but some of it is not. \u00c2\u00a0Oh, heck, for all I know it&#8217;s all grief related. 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