{"id":9348,"date":"2012-12-14T20:46:34","date_gmt":"2012-12-15T03:46:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=9348"},"modified":"2012-12-14T20:46:34","modified_gmt":"2012-12-15T03:46:34","slug":"losing-a-child","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=9348","title":{"rendered":"Losing a child"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>All I can think about is the moms, dads, and siblings of those lost children. One day you wake up and it is just another day. But by the end of your day, your life is completely upside down and there is no more normal days.<\/p>\n<p>I so look forward to heaven where there is no tears, no pain, and no more loss. We will be reunited with our lost loved ones and never be parted.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe you think I am simple to have such faith, but the only way I can face the pain of loss and the daily struggle with grief is to know there is more than this life. 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