{"id":15517,"date":"2020-02-19T14:32:19","date_gmt":"2020-02-19T22:32:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=15517"},"modified":"2020-02-19T14:32:39","modified_gmt":"2020-02-19T22:32:39","slug":"really-struggling-with-grief-today-maybe-im-tired-maybe-its-simply-the-calendar-maybe-its-that-my-mind-knows-i-have-the-time-for-a-bit-of-a-breakdown-im-not-sure-but-i03","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/osbornz.net\/amy\/?p=15517","title":{"rendered":"Really struggling with grief today. Maybe I&#039;m tired. Maybe it&#039;s simply the calendar. Maybe it&#039;s that my mind knows I have the time for a bit of a breakdown. I&#039;m not sure. 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