Lost Flash-Forwards in 8min 42sec – in order (via Lostpedia) – Enjoy!! Season finale in less than 6 hours!!
Joshua would have been 6 yrs old today. I think I hate the words would, should and all those words that I use when I wish for something that can’t be.
Every year it gets ‘easier’ – but maybe we are busier.
I cry less – but maybe I just cry less in public.
I still can’t look at his pictures without crying. I can’t watch the video and hear his cries. I can’t visit his grave or listen to others talk about it visiting it. I’m ok with that. I hope others are too.
Today was our first therapy appointment. JGirl and I went to the facility – where everyone oohed and aahed over her! She was eating it up!
We met Stephanie – the infant specialist – and she and JGirl basically played together for an hour. Peek-a-boo, ball, all that! I think JGirl really enjoyed it!
When we came out, two families from church were there with their little (but older) ones. One of them said, oh, are we having church? LOL
We don’t have final report yet….but Stephanie said there were somethings she was doing at a 9-11 mo old range (she is 10 mos now) and some were 4-6 mo old range. I will find out later how often we will need to go there for therapy – but for right now it will be weekly. I definitely want to be proactive and not reactive for her therapy.
JGirl is napping very hard now – must have been more of a workout than I realized. But to be honest, I’m tired too. Going to see if I can go close my eyes too!
It’s tough learning how to crawl!






