Thanks to those of you who contacted me to say you were praying for me – I can tell – feeling much better today! Thank you for interceding on my behalf!
I’m so incredibly sad. Nothing seems to pull me out of it. I know this is hormones – but I hate that I have such a big wound that is so easily hurt. I just want to cry…but the tears just won’t come. Part of me knows that I need the release…part of me won’t allow me to give in as I know it’s 90% hormones.
Random *sad* thoughts that won’t leave my mind…
…if Josh were alive – he’d be a great playmate for Jason (who is often alone).
…there will be no more babies in this house – I knew it, but now I accept it. Doesn’t mean I’m happy about it.
…just because I’m a Christian doesn’t mean God will take away this pain. But I pray He will every day.
…When my boys ask me who’s birthday comes next (secretly hoping it will be theirs) – I wish I didn’t have to say “Josh’s – he would have been 4” I wish I could just not say it, but my heart insists.
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I just got home and the mail was here – and there is a new Knit Picks catalog!! And, they are featuring their sock yarns – oh, I’m in love!!
If you go to their site – check out Dancing, Parade, Essential and Simple Stripes. All $2.99/ball – so that’s one pair of socks for less than $6!!! I love this company!! I’m so excited and I’m only on page 10!! 😉
Speaking of socks – here is my work in progress – 2 socks on 2 circs using Lion Brand’s Magic Stripes!
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ANGEL FIRE
I never knew the dusk could seem so sad,
An empty aching in my soul.
In this bright hour I speak your name in the wind,
The shining world outlasts us all.Even the mountains seem to know you’re gone,
The foothills shimmer where they stand.
The sky is still and much too beautiful,
And I am missing you again.Lift me over the San Gabriels,
Leaning into the southern sky,
The foothills burning in the afterglow,
And angel fire passing by.I think of songs I might have sung to you,
The love I wanted you to hear.
Every time the blazing sun goes down
Another promise disappears.I never knew the dusk could break my heart,
So much longing folding in.
I’d give years away to have you here,
You know I can’t lose you again.Lift me over the San Gabriels,
Leaning into the southern sky.
A flight of angels must be in the wind,
I know they’ll pass this way tonight.Help me remember the San Gabriels
The foothills burning in the light
Let my heart rise up to where you are
I long to be with you tonight.
Having a hard couple of days – this song, by Fernando Ortega always speaks to my soul.
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Your wise quote is: “Be kind to unkind people, they probably need it the most” by Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond apperance, try to give
people second chances and are probably very
kind. Understanding is your biggest
personality trait, and thoose you can see
through should be grateful. If they aren’t
already. You detest narrow minded people,
because they can’t see what’s really there.
Facades is not your thing and you strive to
always be who you really are.
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