Joshua would have been 6 yrs old today. I think I hate the words would, should and all those words that I use when I wish for something that can’t be.

Every year it gets ‘easier’ – but maybe we are busier.

I cry less – but maybe I just cry less in public.

I still can’t look at his pictures without crying. I can’t watch the video and hear his cries. I can’t visit his grave or listen to others talk about it visiting it. I’m ok with that. I hope others are too.

15 Thoughts on “May 29, 2008

  1. {{{{{{{{{{AMY}}}}}}}}}}
    Praying for you sweetie!

  2. brett on May 29, 2008 at 7:54 am said:

    I love you! People will be OK with that because that is what you need to do.

  3. Praying for you, Amy.

  4. I saw your twitter and wanted to come by. Whatever you need to do is 100% OK. Blessings, Denise

  5. {{{{{{{Amy}}}}}}} You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  6. (((((AMY)))))

    Thinking of you today.

  7. Helen Priest on May 29, 2008 at 11:29 am said:

    Dear Amy
    Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you on Josh’s 6th birthday. It will get better – it will change over the years – but Josh was your treasure and his death broke your heart. Hearts take time to heal. with love. Helen

  8. Ashley on May 29, 2008 at 12:05 pm said:

    hugs!

  9. The only opinion you need to worry about is God’s. It doesn’t matter if anyone else is okay with it. It’s not a sin to be overburdened with grief as long as you are constantly reconnecting with HIM! Love you!

  10. Dearest Amy; I love you and want you to know that how you handle all of this is just perfect. Love, Dad

  11. Trina on May 29, 2008 at 5:23 pm said:

    *hugs* You do whatever you need to do. Your friends and family are here to support you however we can.

  12. Amy,

    Praying for you. However you need to do things is just the way you should.

    Kerry

  13. I’m so thankful that this year you have Jgirl to help ease the pain. I don’t suppose I will ever forget Joshie’s birth or the pictures of all the boys you sent with the announcment.

    For such a short life, he sure did — and continues to touch so many people.

    Now, go enjoy that sweet baby blessing God sent your way 😉

  14. (((hugs))) What a sweet daddy you have. Praying for all of you.

  15. Lauren on May 30, 2008 at 11:39 am said:

    I don’t think I can say it any better than anyone above, but I’ll echo what Theresa, your dad and Trina said. Hugs to you!

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