Depressed

I’ve been depressed for a few days. I wake up sad. I mope around the house. Almost everything I need to do is too much effort. The things I previously enjoyed don’t interest me anymore.

I am doing what I did early days of our grief … getting up and doing what I need to do ANYWAY. So things are getting done. I’m getting up and dressed everyday. There is a minimal impact on those around me.

But I hate living this way. I hate that I can’t shake these feelings and be myself. I feel like there is a blanket of grief over me again. Lord I do NOT want to stay here! Help me do what I need to do. Help me ‘wake up’ emotionally again!