Today Joshua would have been 5 years old.
I’m trying to have a normal day. Headache is not helping. One good thing about tonight is that it’s my weekly knit night…always a good time.
I wish I could say something spiritually encouraging or even poetic. But I’m just sad. Nothing encouraging about that! Have I said before how much grieving sucks? Good! ‘Cause it is still true!
I wish I could think of something “encouraging or even poetic” to say, but I’ll just say I’m sorry for your sadness.
Wasn’t going to actually say anything since I have a way of saying the wrong thing but know I’ve been praying so for you all day. Adding prayers about your poor head, too!
My prayers are with you!
marly
I did not know why you had been on my mind so much…but figured I should search
out your blog and catch up with you.
Now I know why God has placed you on my mind and on my heart.
..many prayers for comfort for you.
Very strange…I looked here last night and this post wasn’t here. I was thinking about you all day and woke up thinking about you this morning. Love you.
Hi, I found your blog through the TKGA Masters list (I’m doing Level I). Grieving does suck. I lost both my parents in 2006, four months apart (Dad June 7th, Mom Sept 30th), and I’ve been wondering how long it will be before I’ll be able to look at my future and feel happy about the possibilities without feeling guilty for feeling that way. Then I read about Josh on his memorial page and came across the poem “He Is Gone”. It touched me deeply and I can relate to it. It’s OK to be sad when you need to be. I’ll include your family in my prayers tonight.
I was just wandering through the Homeschool Blogger pages and your site popped up on my search of the word “infertility”. My heart aches at the thought of your Joshie celebrating his 5th birthday in Heaven rather than in your arms. {{{hugs}}}
Hi, just stopped by to see your blog. I am gald I met you last night.
talk to you later.
Joy
http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/JNLANG
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