I’ve been bothered all day by the fact that I can’t remember what color eyes Josh had. I can’t bring myself to look at a photo to tell me either. How twisted is that??

I know where all his photos are in the house so that I can avoid looking at them. I don’t dust them. I don’t dust the shelf that has his picture and a few momentos.

Does this sound like a healthy person? Gosh, it’s been 3 years since he died. I’m amazed how long loss takes to deal with. I started to type ‘get over’ but I deleted it as I am starting to believe there is no ‘getting over’ a loss like this.

Wow – I’m depressing tonight.

I’ve been asked to write some posts about knitting/crocheting for a group blog – and I’m having trouble coming up with a name for my posts.

Which do you like?
No Idle Hands
or
Knitting for My Sanity

Both of them have lots of meaning to me – so I’d be ok with either one – but I can’t choose! What do you think??

Well, I took many photos today – and I’m going to share many of them with you – I simply could not decide!

First our day started with J3’s first basketball game at the YMCA. He’s never played a team sport. He hasn’t really a clue about how to play Basketball – but he’s enjoying it!

Here is my little dribbler:
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and the spectators:
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He’s learning to shoot
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And to guard his man
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and listen to his coaches
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After the game, J2 tried his hand at dribbling
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While J1 got his first lessons on the lawnmower
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Finally, Aunt Susan and our cousin K came for a visit – Daddy pulled K and J3 in the wagon – they loved it!
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