I had been getting up at 5:30am and walking 2.25 miles with my mom and some other women every weekday. When I went to Portland it threw me off – and I’ve been struggling to get back to it ever since. Tuesday morning I needed that precious time to try and catch up. Wednesday morning I walked with my mom – but we probably only did 1.25 miles cause I was wimping out. Thursday had that horrible headache (darn sinus’). Today I get up, get dressed, go over there and her house is all dark. 🙁 I waited 5 min and then gave up. I thought maybe I’d turn on my computer and there would be something to do for TOS – nope.

Now what? I’ve got a busy day later today – but right now I’m sitting here waiting for the day to start! Maybe I’ll go wake everyone up! lol Mean mommy!!

Oh, I’m so grumpy this morning! I’ve yelled at just about everyone in the house – no one is listening to me anyway. Everywhere I look there is a mess and I don’t want to clean it! I give them chores- do they do them? No I offer them incentives – no deal. So, I guess now I’m threatening to take away priviledges – which makes for such a happy house! Maybe I just need to go back to bed and start over!
Grrrrrrrrrrr……..

I just approved both of your comments (something I do to keep away the spammers & trolls 😉 and feel soooo blessed that you took the time to reply. Both of your replies touched me so much! Thank you!!

Some days I wonder why I write here – it’s so revealing. I guess the bottomline is I want to make a connection! I want to hear that SOMEONE feels like I do or understands me.

Thank you again for letting me know your thoughts – I sooo needed to hear them!